Chrissy Teigen Opens Up About Her Mental Health While in 'Cancel Club'

Chrissy Teigen is opening up to her fans.

On Tuesday (July 14), the 35-year-old cookbook author took to Instagram in a rare post to open up about her mental health amid her online bullying scandal.

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“Iiiii don’t really know what to say here…just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter shit in real life,” Chrissy started. “Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race. But I do know that however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer. I feel lost and need to find my place again, I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay. I’m not used to any other way!!”

Chrissy has been laying low and out of the spotlight for the past few months after tweets of hers resurfaced, where she told Courtney Stodden to kill themself.

“Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot. Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it,” Chrissy continued. “And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow. All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just…tired of being sick with myself all day.”

Chrissy concluded, “I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent s–t anymore! If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u”

With everything going on, Chrissy has had husband John Legend‘s support the entire time.